为什么梦想与爱情有时候不能同时拥有？
也许这是我的命运吧。
为什么当身边的桃花开始多了，就不想定下来了？
人是贪心的。
为什么我会选择事业过于爱情？
因为只要努力工作一定就能成功，而爱情就不会。人性嘛。。。总有很多变数。
或许你可以说，我太保护我自己了，怕受伤害。
那我不会觉得这样就是关闭自己幸福的大门吗？
也许你可以说，我很天真，希望有一天真的有一个男人可以让我醒悟，真的有那么一个人可以让我信任，打开我的心房。
几年前，算命师说我的缘分其实已经到了。那就是说这个人我一定认识的。
当时我都在观察每一个人，猜疑是不是他，不是， 那是不是他？
哈哈。。。。很神经质吧。我竟然相信算命师。
缘分这种事，还是交给上面那个“大老板”吧。
Monday, March 9, 2015
Tuesday, March 3, 2015
coming back to the blogger world
wow, it is been long while since my last blog. Ok.....what topic should I start for my first blog in 2015?
Oh yeah, at first I feel grateful that I have finally fulfilled 1 year service on my current job, I must say this is my longest ever career in my entire life. Once in a while, I would feel why am I choose this job which I never thought of. None of it is related to my major. Sometimes I would doubt on my current situation such as " am I doing the right things?" or........"hey I am American graduate and sitting here with my colleagues who are all graduated from local university. so why should I spend so much money to study in US?" - sorry, I don't mean to offend anyone who is graduated from local university. Just that I feel that I can achieve more than what I am having now. Maybe I am too ambitious. Never feel satisfied until you get it and lose it at the end. That's me.
Perhaps there is another path waiting for me to go through. Time matters.
Thinking from another perspective. What if I lived in US since graduated? Probably would be.....
- I won't start drawing mug
- I am still afraid of driving
- doing something I am extremely hate, labwork (yeah I know, I am science major)
- I am nearly to the extent of obesity (haha....overload of cheese, pizza, pasta)
Oh yeah, at first I feel grateful that I have finally fulfilled 1 year service on my current job, I must say this is my longest ever career in my entire life. Once in a while, I would feel why am I choose this job which I never thought of. None of it is related to my major. Sometimes I would doubt on my current situation such as " am I doing the right things?" or........"hey I am American graduate and sitting here with my colleagues who are all graduated from local university. so why should I spend so much money to study in US?" - sorry, I don't mean to offend anyone who is graduated from local university. Just that I feel that I can achieve more than what I am having now. Maybe I am too ambitious. Never feel satisfied until you get it and lose it at the end. That's me.
Perhaps there is another path waiting for me to go through. Time matters.
Thinking from another perspective. What if I lived in US since graduated? Probably would be.....
- I won't start drawing mug
- I am still afraid of driving
- doing something I am extremely hate, labwork (yeah I know, I am science major)
- I am nearly to the extent of obesity (haha....overload of cheese, pizza, pasta)
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