bossa nova - jazz

莫名的关心

有个男生对我说，

“你吃药了吗？”

“下一次我可以约你吗？没关系，我每一个星期都问你一次。总有一次你会有空的。”

“十二点了，下一次我们再聊吧。嘿，这是我们聊得最久的一次。”

等等。。。。


他应该是。。。。。

mixed feeling at the midnight

What is the purpose of life?

Woman with nearly 30 who does not know where she wants to go.

I am gradually getting bored on my job. Is this the right path to my final destination or dream?

I have so many thoughts these few days.

Can I be a pottery artist?

Can I move to another countries?

Is this what I want?

But my thought never relate to marriage life. NEVER.

Does marriage consider as "life of completeness"?

Somehow I read an article, saying having a partner will extend your life span. Perhaps it's true, probably feeling of happiness makes your brain stimulating more endorphin.


*sighed*

my trip experience in melbourne - 4/5/2015

During this Melbourne trip, it recalled me back when I was staying in US. I would say thank you to unknown people including building security guard, bus driver.....and spoke friendly to them. I like their politeness and friendliness. Once I arrived at Melbourne airport and looking for shuttle bus, I stood outside the entrance and looking at my bus ticket, Suddenly a middle-aged female who was bus service staff came toward me and asked if I am looking for direction. After scanning my ticket, I quickly got on shuttle bus and looking for free wifi network in the bus.

30 min later, I arrived at Southern Cross Station and wait for free hotel transfer bus. Too bad I was too early to arrive in hotel because I only could check in at 2pm. I just placed my luggages in my room. I had booked shared bedroom with 3 persons (equipped with double decker bed & personal locker). Then, I started my walking tour around Melbourne City before checking in.

-to be continued-

solo travelling in melbourne (coming soon)

Not more than one month, my 6-days-eat-drink-play-whatsoever-in-melbourne trip is coming soon. I have a lot of imagination on this trip. What kind of people I am going to meet there? How do real penguins look like? I think this is my 2nd time travelling alone since I was in New York visiting my aunt 6 years ago. Just a little bit planning, I am done with all.

Bus ticket, checked. Accommodation, checked. Day tours voucher, checked. Few friends were wondering why I am travelling alone. Well, actually my first thought was I wanted to go somewhere new and secondly, air ticket was cheaper. Maybe it would be a little lonely that I need to eat alone, taking selfie alone and walking alone. But one thing is good to me is I can go wherever I want. Meanwhile, maybe I can get some new ideas about life and think about what I really want to do in the future. 

Meeting new people would be interesting, probably. Working life is too boring. It's time to get some fun. 

p.s. Wishing I have a safe flight for the whole trip. 

生活的抉择

为什么梦想与爱情有时候不能同时拥有？

也许这是我的命运吧。

为什么当身边的桃花开始多了，就不想定下来了？

人是贪心的。

为什么我会选择事业过于爱情？

因为只要努力工作一定就能成功，而爱情就不会。人性嘛。。。总有很多变数。

或许你可以说，我太保护我自己了，怕受伤害。

那我不会觉得这样就是关闭自己幸福的大门吗？

也许你可以说，我很天真，希望有一天真的有一个男人可以让我醒悟，真的有那么一个人可以让我信任，打开我的心房。

几年前，算命师说我的缘分其实已经到了。那就是说这个人我一定认识的。

当时我都在观察每一个人，猜疑是不是他，不是， 那是不是他？

哈哈。。。。很神经质吧。我竟然相信算命师。

缘分这种事，还是交给上面那个“大老板”吧。

coming back to the blogger world

wow, it is been long while since my last blog. Ok.....what topic should I start for my first blog in 2015?

Oh yeah, at first I feel grateful that I have finally fulfilled 1 year service on my current job, I must say this is my longest ever career in my entire life. Once in a while, I would feel why am I choose this job which I never thought of. None of it is related to my major. Sometimes I would doubt on my current situation such as " am I doing the right things?" or........"hey I am American graduate and sitting here with my colleagues who are all graduated from local university. so why should I spend so much money to study in US?" - sorry, I don't mean to offend anyone who is graduated from local university.  Just that I feel that I can achieve more than what I am having now. Maybe I am too ambitious. Never feel satisfied until you get it and lose it at the end. That's me.

Perhaps there is another path waiting for me to go through. Time matters.

Thinking from another perspective. What if I lived in US since graduated? Probably would be.....

- I won't start drawing mug
- I am still afraid of driving
- doing something I am extremely hate, labwork (yeah I know, I am science major)
- I am nearly to the extent of obesity (haha....overload of cheese, pizza, pasta)